Today proved to be a rather complex day—marked by both favorable and unfavorable moments. I experienced a surge of discomfort for various reasons, leading to another stretch of uneasy silence. However, this silence was not induced by Lu. He observed the change and responded with gentle comfort, eventually asking if I desired a kiss. I consented, and we shared a kiss.

Following class, we discussed the possibility of sex once more, aware that we would not see each other until Tuesday—unfortunately, Monday holds no classes (˃̣̣̥ヘ˂̣̣̥). Thus, we found ourselves in a familiar situation, though this time, the experience was less intense. It lacked the emotional significance of our previous encounter in the forest. Ordinarily, we strive to make each moment special, given the infrequency of our meetings. I do not anticipate being able to meet on Friday or over the weekend. Initially, we had intended to return to the forest to explore further dimensions of our connection. However, the uncertainty surrounding bW90aGVy's arrival led to a change of plans, and we instead hastily engaged in the act within the confines of his car, parked in the lot.

One thing that brought me a profound sense of contentment was Lu's remark that I had improved significantly since the first time—when I lost my virginity in November. His words held great meaning, not merely for my personal confidence, but because witnessing his enjoyment brings genuine happiness. To know that I am capable of bringing him pleasure is, in itself, a source of fulfillment.

We concluded just in time. Mere moments later, Carlos and another student passed by. The latter parked directly beside Lu's car, making us acutely aware of how narrowly we avoided being seen. Had we delayed even slightly, discovery would have been inevitable.

Later in the day, after navigating a series of emotional challenges, I returned to the park. This time, I focused on physical exercise. It felt cathartic—each movement a quiet release of tension accumulated within the body. Lately, I have been more committed to training, seeking to upgrade the physical system. While certain components remain difficult to enhance, strengthening them has become a priority. I have a few minor health concerns, and maintaining regular physical activity is essential.

During this solitary session, a thought returned—one that has lingered in my mind. A quiet scene imagined: Lu and I running together beneath the open sky, laughter echoing through the air, before collapsing gently onto the grass, either under the warmth of a sunset or the stillness of midnight. As this vision played softly in the mind, the park lights suddenly illuminated on their own, casting a quiet glow that stirred a feeling I cannot put into words.