Some things happen sometimes.
I love him. Not healthily.
And he said what crosses his intellectual capacity is thoughts about me.
In certain ways.
I wonder if he sees a POV of me ?????? ??? ???? ???? in his mind.
Or oh, me ?????? ??????? ??? ???? ?? ??? ????.
And it makes me wonder.
"Am I being too much or do I need to do more?"
"Am I being enough?"
Because I feel I do way too much yet I don't feel enough.
I have done some obsessive stuff.
And he said, he thinks he is also obsessed.
But is he obsessed with me the same I am with him.