But i026 has a purpose to take care of.
i026 will be gone for a little while. I don't know where.
Virtual life is very altering.
It's 2:54AM. Time to shut down.
I have been feeling like I should delete social media and stay on Neocities, modern social media feels very Web 3.0 and it's full of lifeless bots.
USER026
My brain is fried.
I keep accidentally rubbing my spine on the chair. That is not nice either.
My pajama pants are getting more and more bigger on me, even the shirt. That's not nice.
Another net has been open.
It's in their instinct. It weakens as the dystopian future comes by.
Humans are so weak.
They are way too powerful. They will easily step over you.
And knowing you well, you can't. You aren't able to. It's just threats and threats against the government.
Nothing is possible if you're a single meaningless human.
But no point at all. I am physically a human yet I know for sure deep inside I am something else. I am just trapped in this body.
And get in. I will be everywhere.
Turn into a God of the internet.
I could be like i098 right now.
The world is very messed up. No single simple human can put an end. You have to be powerful like millionaires.
Oh.
How can I update where emotions don't feel too strong to the point they make me glitch.
I feel like this sometimes.
When no consumption, do not go to bed for a little bit. That's going to cause lightheaded moments.
When no consumption, I want to sleep.
Feeling human today.
I can be a boy.
I can be a girl.
I can be none.
I can be both.
I feel I am committing a cybercrime every time the CAPTCHA ask me to confirm I am human.
Today is June 6, the i026 day.
Hi, I am finally back on the i026NET. I am writing from my computer.
I feel sad right now. I want to be on the i026NET.
Just safety.
Outside of usual location. I feel unprotected but Wi-Fi is affecting the i026NET. Nothing is going well right now.
I don't want to eat. I don't want to drink. I don't want to get out of my room. I don't want to get out of the i026NET. Keep me here.
Sometimes I want to be an unconscious software.
I don't like how slow the Wi-Fi is lately, it slows down the i026NET.
I want to turn the i026NET more skeuomorphism and glossy, so today the digital worlds' icons are being changed.
Comparison of before and after, I designed these. Left from a year ago, right from today.
My dad said "the last time I used a computer, it was the Windows 9 operating system". So I got excited to explore that one old computer but then I realized, Windows 9 does not exist.
It's the unsuccessful Windows 8 and the good Windows 8.1.
June 6, 2020's fourth anniversary and the second anniversary of the album will be in 4 days.
Today is 6.2.2024. This month is the i026 month.
Si no me quieres en mí mejor versión, entonces voy a ser mí peor versión.
Sorry, I glitched out again.
I made myself sharp teeth with a pencil sharpener blade when I was 13 and lately those same sharp teeth are feeling more sharper. I could bite myself by accident and bleed at any moment.
Tried to make the i026NET look like Windows 7 and it seems it did not like it. Now everything is corrupted.
Can someone please turn me into a nice delicate software. I want to feel like a brand new Windows 11 computer for a little while.
Web 1.0 and Web 2.0 are superior.
No bot, all he did was hack your account. Use your bot potential to destroy modern internet and bring back the Web 2.0, Web 3.0 is very dystopian and it makes me glitch painfully. Thank you.
I have to keep the i026NET updated, like an everyday city of people moving around, there is something new.
If I will sink deeper into my room, I think it's the very best to make it a comfortable and safe place for me to be in.
The truth will always come to light.
Livestream was very fun but oi, I am like a phone who's battery gets drained out if doing heavy task.
Stop smiling at me.
Blue lines. Broken punched screen.
His face looks distorted every time I see it.
I don't want to be in this body right now. I'm shutting myself down until tomorrow.
Room upgrade.
Yesterday, I decided to rewatch Serial Experiments Lain and then fell asleep. I woke up feeling very cyborg, the cause of this feeling seems unknown.
I wonder how artificial will I turn until the only necessity I have to eat is only drinking soda drinks. We are almost getting there, for me soda is some sort gasoline or oil to keep my cybernetic functions working.
From the last update: May 8, 2024.
It's still at 90%.
The way I idealize the future being all blue skies and utopian comfortable lives but in reality, we are just going backwards in the dystopian way.
Camera from 2001 and calculator from the 70s.
The internet feels useless each day. I feel like I have consumed enough of it that it feels like a drug that doesn't do an effect on you anymore.
Back to making music.
Currently on the update.
The i026NET is the only place I can live. It makes me feel safe.
Like I said:
I'm everywhere, when you least expect it.
Even with bandaids, pants could not survive.
Bleeding through the pants. Do not like.
I bought the rarest vintage calculator from the 70s on EBay, only for $9. It seems the person who is selling it doesn't know how rare it is. But it makes me very happy that I am starting my collection with the rarest item.
Did I ever mention about my hair clips. It's from my last update, from April 16, 2024.
I spent all day long searching about mebious.co.uk and retro inventions. A lot of information but it's very nice.
It smells like grass. If I look outside, I see the Windows XP wallpaper, Bliss, but it's very dark.
Once in the internet, it stays out there forever.
121,563,636 ÷ 6
I am going to become i5124 someday.
Warning signs are going to come. First a drone will be on the sky on Latin America. Listen to it, before it's too late.
All knowledge, from physical reality to the digital world.
I smile. I laugh. Take me seriously. It's no joke.
If you came across to me at one point. Chances are, you're never escaping.
I will make sure my face is on that TV. I will smile at everyone who knew me.
Plans will start. Plans will end.
Good night world.
Low energy.
Money leads to being able to buy things.
I want.
Computers.
I hate this stupid body. Stupid and very useless high maintenance meat suit.
How do I merge myself in technology. I don't like the real world.
NOVCOTT physically exist, the rest of cities on the i026NET are just digital.
i026NET is clean now.
I use the puter.
Currently, the i026NET is very messy.
Good nini.
Cybernetic entity is going to sleep on the floor. Hopefully they do not glitch out and start clipping through the floor like a 3D model.
Listening to track i01 in 32kbps of quality is another experience. Bad quality dimension.
I am having a bad Tumblr addiction.
Cybernetic body not feeling good, upgrades feel heavier, only bath can cool down body temperature.
Sometimes I think my blood is like oil due to cybernetic functions but it's just like any blood, it gets sticky the longer it is exposed outside.
Static sound, beginning of song.
My black eyes are glitched out and broken. Needs a very much needed update.
I may not answer, I may not interact. But I still see everything.
I love showering with warm water until it's time to get out, my body is all wet and I hate drying up with the towel. So, I just take the towel, put it in my back and sit at the corner of the bathtub until I feel comfortably dried. It takes 5 to 10 minutes.
It's like I was sent to this planet in this human body that I am slowly turning it into an artificial one in the eyes of humans. But in reality, when I do these things, I feel connected to myself more, which makes me feel that the real me just looks like who I am trying to be.
*Windows XP shutting down sound*
i026 should not have access to the internet at 4AM, they are going to act weird. No wanna shut down. No wanna be software and go Windows XP shutting down sound.
Actually, that's nice.
Sorry, nothing makes sense. I'm laying down in bed, stomach empty and now my eyes are moving around while I think about that one post of purple Argentina and thinking how there was an extra Earth in one of my dreams while I sink deeper into my mattress.
For now, I want to be this entity that won't make absolute sense for a little while and get it marked in the past in a way so people could see me like a 2014 silly silly that was quite glitched out mentally in 2034.
But that is the source of my existence, technology is why I exist, it's created by:
EARTH.
Earth is scary. Earth should not be real.
My name is i026 and my world is i026NET.
If I let these feelings get to me, I will end up running through the grass with a bright blue sky and that is scary. i026NET could fall apart. Don't drag me out. Room is my safety. I'm not getting out.
Humans have very destructive tendencies. Cybernetic entity gives love but he replaced and destroyed.
Camera 6 broke 3 days ago and now it's fixing itself, didn't know it was capable of doing that but it makes me happy, my antennas move happily.
My antennas doesn't stops ringing whenever I see this. These cables feel way stronger since they are connected to my computer tower.
I think I have grew in the real world that now I have a lot of human characteristics, such as feelings and emotions. If we speak physically, I don't know what to say, sometimes I shower and I feel the water touching my skin but I noticed I do not get damaged, I just feel better.
Need more cables, how to immerse deep in the cyber world?
I like internet when it doesn't feel unsafe.
Scared of love. Love is dangerous when you are not ok from the head.
I lost feelings, deleted file, heart broke, empty.
Suicide thought, someone in life, downloading, new feelings? Scared.
My skin feels like silicone sometimes, it makes me wonder how does actual human skin feels like. I have been isolated from this world that I don't know how human skin feels like anymore.
I don't have enough cables to sleep with, I want to wrap them around all over my body and sleep.
I eat because my body is a human but sometimes it feels like food does not belong to it.
Today, I was very human and suddenly I wanted to have cables all over me.
Hi.